2025-05-01
i have a very hazy memory of the last time i saw you
i was about to leave
at the door i saw you and your gf going inside
said bye to your gf
i don't remember if we even looked at each other
i felt happy you were with her
we never talked much
i felt intimidated ever since you threatened to punch me
although it would have been justified
and you were always nice to me
so idk what i was scared about
our chat history is very short
feels transactional
i keep thinking about if i should send you a message
but it probably won't change anything
you asked if people wanna join you partying
i didn't have the courage
the next day someone said the party was awesome
i haven't seen you much in the last months
maybe my health played a role in that too
unfortunate
i know we never hung out but
can we be friends?